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30 Day Challenge: Day 30

ONE THING YOU’RE EXCITED FOR
June 23rd. Regardless of the tension, the dislike, and crappy people in my grad class. I am determined to make it a day to remember.

30 Day Challenge: Day 29

FIVE WEIRD THINGS THAT YOU LIKE
1. Tofu.. But only if served/cooked in a way that I like LOL
2. Those boredom notes on fb
3. Sit at home on a Saturday night doing absolutely nothing but sleep
4. I enjoy classical instrumentals, piano music to be exact
5. Getting a glimpse inside someone else’s mindset on life

This is so hard :(. If I like it, why would I think it’s weird?

30 Day Challenge: Day 28

SOMEWHERE YOU’D LIKE TO MOVE OR VISIT
I’d really love to just travel the world. But if I had to choose somewhere else to live, I think I’d pick Toronto. I’m not sure why though, I’ve just always had the sense of home whenever I went there for vacation.

30 Day Challenge: Day 27

A QUOTE YOU TRY TO LIVE BY
“Hope for the best, expect the worst.”
“Expectations lead to disappointments.”

30 Day Challenge: Day 26

THINGS YOU LIKE AND DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
Oh hey, this is the writing class’ homework.
:)
- my hair :$
- the potential of my legs LOL
- my decent flexibility
- my ability to stay awake whenever I need to
- the way I put others first
- the way I treat the select few
- my teeth
- the potential in my determination
:(
- my skin
- the loss of my stomach :’(
- bad habits of procrastination
- constant nightmares
- my back -_-
- how I can’t sleep even if I want to
- my empty wallet
- my secret low self-esteem/self-confidence lawl

okay I’m going to stop.

30 Day Challenge: Day 25

SOMETHING YOU’RE CURRENTLY WORRYING ABOUT
I am currently worrying about how my parents will react to finding out the truth about my relationship status when they can’t even handle me drinking a cooler. lol fuck.

30 Day Challenge: Day 24

FIVE WORDS/PHRASES THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH
This is going to be so difficult.
1. Yeah, nothing funny
2. Is coming
3. To my mind.
4. I’m usually the one being entertained on the daily, not the entertainer.
5. “HE’S LIKE THAT TUMBLR GUY WHO’S WEARING A SNAPBACK, HAS ONE CLIPPED ONTO HIM, AND ONE BESIDE HIM BUT HAS HIS HEAD DOWN LIKE ‘I FORGOT MY OTHER SNAPBACK’. OR THAT TAYLOR WEREWOLF GUY WHO WEARS SUNGLASSES AND HAS A PAIR HANGING ON HIS SHIRT TOO.” This is all I can think of LOL @sicknificant @elainepramos

30 Day Challenge: Day 23

SOMETHING THAT YOU MISS
It’s not really a thing you can physically hold. It’s actually a period of time that I miss dearly. From about mid March 2011 until mid August the same year. My goodness those months hold some of the best memories I can remember. And it’s almost as if those days were just yesterday, but I’ve already gone full circle. I had one problem those 5 months. Just one petty problem I resolved and got over in three days. That’s like a miracle for me. I miss those warm summer days filled with the best people, the biggest smiles, and the most joyful laughs. I miss that blissful feeling of complete happiness for once in my life. I miss the frequent lazy days. I miss sleeping in fairly regularly. I miss the summer nights with my brothers. I miss a lot of things. But all in all, I miss the perfect harmony I had between every aspect of my life.

30 Day Challenge: Day 22

YOUR ACADEMICS
They’re okay. Nothing to brag about and nothing to be ashamed about lol. This is a boring topic.

30 Day Challenge: Day 21

HOW YOU HOPE YOUR FUTURE WILL BE LIKE
I know I have to be pretty well off with a very happy relationship with my husband for this to come true:
I’d love to not worry about debts or mortgages or anything else of that sort. I’ve always dreamed of a decent sized home that wouldn’t take forever to clean, but has enough room for the family to live comfortably. Most of the decor would be ideas of mine and my husbands. We’d renovate and repaint until it’s exactly the way we want. And it would be a side project for us to bond over. My job would have flexible hours, and those hours would mostly occur in the morning. If I work at all, that is. My husband wouldn’t be working until 10 at night, but more of the 9-5 sort of job so I can see him and spend time with him too. Although the 18+ months will be absolute hell, I want two kids: a girl (Cassandra) and a boy (I don’t know his name). They’d be put into whatever classes or sports they want. I’ll make them try piano and/or guitar when they’re of appropriate age. I’d be able to tell them funny stories about my husband and I. I have to have a dog or two. But definitely a big one I can see the kids riding on and sleeping with. Other pets are possible as well. Vacations would be a yearly occasion, whether it be far away or just a couple hours drive. Family won’t be too close to suffocate, but close enough to visit weekly. We’d have money saved up for the kids when they really need it in the future. We’d have an investment bank to grow our money. There’s a lot of things that would make up my ideal future. But it really is all simple. As long as stress doesn’t get to me, I’m sure I’ll have a version of my ideal. As long as I’m happy at the end of the day with what I have and who I have, that’s all I can really ask for.

30 Day Challenge: Day 20

YOUR FEARS
1. Losing my loved ones
2. Amnesia
3. Spiders
4. Certain memories

30 Day Challenge: Day 19

5 ITEMS YOU LUST AFTER
1. A nice car
2. A guaranteed dream house
3. Makeup and hair stuff
4. A beautiful, new wardrobe
5. Gadgets of sorts

30 Day Challenge: Day 18

A PROBLEM THAT YOU HAVE HAD
Not letting go. I had the hardest time realizing that some people simply weren’t meant to be a part of my life. I always refused to focus on the good and all the other amazing people I’m blessed with. It took a few months or so of complete solitude which hurt certain people but that epiphany was worth it. I finally understood that I need to be independent rather than dependent on someone else because I’m the only person that will be around 24/7. As much as my select few try, they really can’t be around all the time. Learning to stand on my own two feet without any support was probably the best thing I ever forced myself to do.

30 Day Challenge: Day 17

SOMETHING YOU’RE PROUD OF
I’m very proud of my relationship; but not because of Alex’s reputation. I’m proud to be involved in a relationship many people desire. I’m proud to have a relationship people look up to for hope. I’m proud to be with someone who brings out the best in me, typically with smiles and laughs. I’m proud of us because we’ve finally focused on what’s important and things are so easy despite the work a relationship requires. Everything is effortless. Being with him, doing little favors for him, making him happy, being a good girlfriend overall; it all seems so simple. Then again, I’ve been told that simple is always best.

30 Day Challenge: Day 16

SOMETHING YOU ALWAYS THOUGHT “WHAT IF…” ABOUT
I always thought “What if I was born into a different family?” I believe that my family has a large influence on who I’ve become and the traits I now have. But sometimes I wonder how different I’d be if I had been raised in a completely different environment.